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THE ENDLESS SUFFERING OF A HOPELESS SOUL

by As i die

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1.
I'm sick I don't see any light I don't feel my heart My head is burning I'm lost I don't have future My life is over I Just wanna Die Let me die let me die Let me rest let me die i just wanna die This is my fate I accept You will never understand I can't wake One moment My Last moment The silence my mind is lost My kingdom One Last breath i Hate myself My parasite I can't hear I can't breath
2.
Anger 03:16
I have much anger There's no way to Go Nowhere to hide This anger Is eating me I feel like a suicidal This need to stop But i'm cursed This feeling never Go way i WANT ? I'm really WANT ? Maybe not Maybe yes
3.
I see everybody from everyone is little and useless with your problems and fears everyone is useless with your senseless life living for nothing I’ll jump i’ll be free i’ll free my soul from the world Alone in my room Stuck in my bed This is a nightmare there’s no end i don’t see the end of this mess it’s a fucking nightmare I’ll jump i’ll be free i’ll free my soul from the world Anybody won’t miss me do que não fui do que poderia ser there’s no future i don’t care
4.
Do it 03:30
Four seasons one day my dark, my life ravenous and hungry this is about me about my life i’m so sorry Feeling you so close right in my ears saying “do it”, do it you bastard you are so weak you don't have the guts you are so useless make me a favor kill yourself my darkness, my decision so sorry
5.
Part 1 This is my truth Like a honest affirmation Everything is lost There’s no hope Your absence comforts me I don’t have to fight I don’t have to fight anymore I’m just waiting for the end This give me peace Something i cherish Our time is running out Part 2 this comforts me Soon i will be in eternal sleep In a fraction of time Everything will be dark Right to eternal rest Beside everyone that fought in vain hat fought for just causes To all who believed That there was hope so they were wrong Part 3 All hope is gone year ago Today there’s nothing Let’s wait to the end Now, everyone is in the same place as genociders , criminals and all the disgusting scum At the rock bottom To the eternal darkness Together with everyone To all who believed And fought Useless,assholes, worthless They believed and now Everyone is dead Fought and lost Now everyone were forgotten In the dustbin OF history
6.
happiness will kill you You don't have the point You don't deserve happiness will be kill you What do you see through The Window? Happy People? Happy days? Moments? happiness will kill you Your life means nothing Go get your knife Go get your guns Stop this torture happiness will kill you
7.
I’m here, useless Hopeless, tired Inside my introspection Desperate and ravenous In searching of my rest I’m cutting myself i do all the damage to myself And my heart still beating I’m still breathing i’m still living Living with anger The anger gives me power I’m feel alive I’m happy in my loneliness My happiness is my ruin still cutting myself, deeply I bring my inside death To life isn’t easy to stay out Everytime needs to be more deeply Hard Heavy Until When? Is the gunshot faster? Maybe the rope brings me a intense sensation Feeling the life ending The fire? The Water? A bridge? Many opportunities Many choices All choices will be lead to the same place To the eternal darkness Few will miss me Many will follow me And support my decision the best decision is my decision Maybe you be searching for your peace Few can get rid of pain, despair And reach the sweet embrace of death death is beautiful Death is my friend This is my truth Enjoy Come and free yourself
8.
Third Floor 03:33
Alone in my room deep in my darkness i’m dying alone to the eternal life tell the world i fought like a wolf I’m hurting myself day after day everyday a puzzling feeling nice and slow please tell the everybody i fought yeah i fought we die alone in a darkness room far away from all My deepest wounds whatever is not your business go away

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released December 29, 2022

Instagram: @asidiedsbm

Played, recorded, mixed and mastered by Mika: @mikadrum

Album cover by: ORDO ART
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As i die is a one man dsbm band from São Paulo, Brazil.

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